I need your help, i was in a relationship with my ex for almost a year

Hi me and my girlfriend have been together a year and a half she moved 200 miles away 6 months into the relationship, I cheated on her a few months ago and she confronted me about it, she’d been told by a few people that just guessed I had, so she went digging and asked the girl I cheated with and she admitted it to her. She hasn’t broken up with me yet she has just said she needs space and time to think about everything, and decide. What do I do to make it up to her?

Apologize first and give her some space. After that, you’re probably going to have to make it up to her through your actions and try to get her to forgive you but you’ll also have to mentally prepare to accept whatever happens since its a consequence resulting from your actions.

But before him i was with the father of my kids, he was a man that cheated on me and would beat me. After i left him about a year later i met my last ex , we were together for almost a year and now im pregnant by him, but throughout the whole relationship i fucked up. We had gotten into an argument and i started having a conversation with a guy i have tatted on my arm and i made a comment saying “ yes hes always bitching about me having your name tatted lol “ and he saw that and he said i was making fun of him. He fogave me , but a few months ago i seen he had texted his ex girlfriend 2 days in a row about her giving him head , and taking her out to eat or the movies.. he lied to me and told me it was his friend who did that and weeks later i came to find out that it was actually him but he swears that nothing happened. Of course i dont believe https://brightwomen.net/tajik-kvinnor/ it , but i forgave him because we are having a baby together. A few days ago he found a picture of a penis my ex had sent me, i didnt know i had it, it was in my google drive. So he got really mad about it and now says hes done with me for good. I really love this man and i was so blind to see his love for me in the beginning but i know his love for me is real and i dont want to loose him. I know at this point we’ve both lost our trust but anything i can do for us to work out again ??

I thought his love for me was just a joke, like he’d never really love me so i played games, ive really hurt him not once , not twice but many many times

Give him some space for now to cool off, and perhaps try reaching out to him after at a slow and easy pace to see how he responds.

He still stuck around and i was still blind enough not to see his love for me and my kids was real

I did the biggest mistake that i could ever done! Me and my boyfriend where together for almost a year and i love him endlessly. And he has always talked about having a 3:some just for fun. Well i was really against it but i didnt wanna seem like a chicken and a girl that doesnt risk. So one night me, my boyfriend (ex) and his best friend hot drunk. And then my boyfriend said that he wanna have the 3:some with all of us. In my brain i knew how bad it will turn out but i could insist. His best friend and i both said that he was out of his mind but he disnt stop beging us. As i said we were all drunk and nobody was thinking straight. After i went to the toilet and returned to the room i heard them say: do as i said, you take her from the front (bj) and i take her from the back. I fell usless and cluless. The next thing i remember is that i gave bj to his best friend. I teied to flush down my thought and regrets with more alckohol but it didnt help. My bf (ex) ran out and told everyone that i cheated on him. Even tho it was his idea. It has been now 4 days since we broke up. And i cant stand the fact that i lost him. I love him more then anything. And i messed up. I could just say nom why disnt I do that. Can someone help me, what should i do?